You are like a Stranger.

nobuta wo produce

2008-11-13T01:29:00.000-08:00

today skipped school again.
lol. i think i skipped like 6or7 times in less than one month.
school practically sucks.

anyway, i just finished the drama "Nobuta wo Produce"!
hmm how to say? its such a different feeling after watching the drama.
feel happy inside me after watching the show.

its a good show.
tomodachi eh?

ganbatte ne?

2008-11-12T08:47:00.000-08:00

watching nobuta wo produce gonna end soon..
next week nihongo test & many other tests.
studying hard.. ganbatte ne kun..
you told me will msg me later.
and your later is how many days/months/years later?
have u changed your heart?
inside me, theres none other than thoughts of you hurting me..
every single day, my yearns became sadness, my life became empty.
once, i thought when theres you, nothing else in my life will do.
now everything seemed gone, i cant seem to be happy.
and i have to fake it all.
going to school and seeing u by chance is the worst thing ever.
every single glance makes my heart shatter to nothing.
i think im being dumb yet i hope i wont regret.
today onwards, i decided to erase every single thing of you in my life.
forgetting you may be my worst regret.
even if it takes a lifetime to forget you, i will.
goodbye purest love i ever had.

yo

2008-11-11T03:41:00.000-08:00

2days ago, i just completed the drama "Proposal Daisakusen".

Was a really good drama but may make u frustrated over it.

Its a love/romance drama. Basically, it is about a guy who returns to his past to change all his regrets. Yet at times, changing your regrets does not change your present.

To change the present, you have to break that hiding shell of yours.

Anyway, the main characters are awesomely goodlooking i have to say.

haha.

operation love in english.

would give it a 8.7/10!

anyway im catching an old drama called Nobuta wo Produce.

the starting makes me wanna watch on.

I gave up on 2other dramas which has boring starts:

Rookies and Seito Shokun.

If ur looking for a good drama to watch, ask me for recommendations!

Ja-ne

Sucks

2008-11-08T08:29:00.000-08:00

The only thing that sucks today is taking a cab down from Hougang to ClarkeQuay.
Costs me 20bucks. and i spent everything that i tried saving so hard for the whole week.
Just to sow into building fund.
zz. i sometimes feel that throughout this 7years of my life, theres no major blessings.
I gave almost always. trying to pick faith each time.
nevertheless, nothing much came in.
miracles doesnt happen once.
during exams when i get the results i want, i feel its God.
now come to think of it, is it really just my hard work?
i realised i regretted many things. yet nothing can change these facts.
im really holding on..
until the day i fall......

...

2008-11-06T19:39:00.000-08:00

today, practically skipped school then go out study nearby at macs.
also watched drama "Proposal Daisuken".
Sad drama.
But great. update the picture when i finished watching.

http://www.instantz.net/japanese/jdrama/Proposal_Daisakusen.html

this is the link.
Sayounara.

dont comment

2008-11-05T07:08:00.000-08:00

life seemed to be having a major fucking problem.
no hope, no joy, no anticipation and no less than being a shit.
its fucked up when u see people you decide to trusted for a lifetime all slowly gone before u.
i feel like quitting school alrdy.. and go find a job.
its my last resort. im still deciding.
but still, im dragging my "dry faith" and waiting for miracle to happen in this arise and build season.
i still cannot imagine i went to pledge such a big amount despite my low pocketmoney and jobless.
eh please dont give a single comment about this.
im writing to express my own feeling..

goodnight.

sayounara

2008-11-04T07:41:00.000-08:00

skipped school, stay home to rewatch anime "Slam Dunk" and also a drama call "Rookies".
guess i had no life. then go out around 8 to study at macs with andrew.
then i study alone till 11+pm.
left there then slowly stroll home.
love a quiet night stroll.

Love-Phobia

2008-11-01T11:52:00.001-07:00

Its 3am now. stayed home whole day.
Just finished watching a korean movie called Love Phobia.
What can i say about the movie. Im being overtaken by the story line.
It has a fantastic twist, great acting and most of all, super touching.

http://www.mysoju.com/love-phobia/

Rating: 5/5 definitely. please watch till the end.

Fuma no Kojiro

2008-10-30T05:45:00.000-07:00

just finishing watch a drama called Fuma No Kojiro.

was quite good because it seemed like real life anime.

haha. all the mix of bleach and hitman reborn kind.

haha. its about shinobis(ninja) and clans fight.

nevertheless, theres abit of love relationships in it.

not recommended for girls unless u like to see handsome guys only in drama.

for guys, HIGHLY recommended [:

ja-ne!

(ANYWAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEETOH YUENYEE THE FATTIE ^^)

2008-10-26T22:09:00.000-07:00

today's deepavali i think.
hmm, staying at home like usual.
gonna catch this drama called first kiss.
up till now, its quite boring but abit funny.

anw, i will watch on since life is boring too.

im super broke right now.
buy bday gift and causes me to be broke.
but still, i've got so many cravings.

1.Black studded leather belt (full black).
2.Black Studded chain across the pants kind; style! (bugis street)
3.Graphic design tshirts
4.Small leather bag; mines spoilt
5.New kind of clay or wax ><
6.Rebonding of hair; whole head
7.A good earpiece since my life is now just listening to music or watching drama
8.Learning guitar..
9.Learn Japanese well
10.Dye my hair again; orange honey
11.A basketball; wanna relearn the whole sport.
12.To quickly go to NSC and get everything healed; greatest wish now.
13.Loudest annoying alarm clock ever
14.New blue kind of jacket; Topman
15.New backpack

but without money, all things are impossible.
(with god, all things are possible?)
maybe or maybe not..

Dream Again

2008-10-25T11:58:00.000-07:00

Just finished watching a jdrama called "Dream Again".
Very touching. A story about dreams and life.

Indeed, this show has one of the best ending of all dramas i've watched.
Ogi Shunsuke is a good name also.
If only i can have dreams too....

2008-10-25T00:47:00.000-07:00

just finished watching dragon zakura yesterday.

was a great show.

now catching a very old show call dream again.

very touching though.

yup. didnt go anywhere for past few days.

life is good in room.

goodbye.

fallen

2008-10-24T08:38:00.000-07:00

Changgaeguri - Big Bang

i guess i've lost everything..

today

2008-10-20T07:50:00.000-07:00

In the morning, i went to the interchange to take feeder service bus to sch as usual.
however, last bus did not hold enough people and sadly, i was one of them who cant get up to the bus.
this causes us to be late and i really have to blame Ngee Ann Poly's School Student services.
Because of this irresponsibility, everyone has to be late for school and marked absent for lessons.
I feel that, if you guys are not gonna make a good service, then dont give us this.
Because we can reach earlier rather than being late.

Ok, moving on..
During afternoon, everything was fine.. went gym during lunch break.
During compro, kept kena shoot by teacher when im alrdy concentrating.

At evening, i went to bugis street to get something.
And had a super bad encounter and thinking of the shop, Mystery Glamour.
This shop owner is quite irresponsible i feel.
Three weeks ago, i went to his shop and wanted to purchase 2tshirts.
He asked me to leave my name down so he can preorder for me as his stock ran out.
So, i gladfully, left all particulars down.
He told me to came back ard the 12th.
So during 12th, i went there and he told me the cargo had probs blahblah...
Nothing left to say, i left there and he told me stock will come on 19th..
So today i went there, but his stock didnt arrived yet.
He told me his friend is rushing down With the stock.
So i agreed to wait. Waiting for half an hour, i went back and he told me his fren just left his house :O
And he lived sembawang. So he asked me to give him 20minutes more.
Instead i gave him 30mins, spending time slacking on the streets.
30mins passed, still nothing. WOW.
1hour+++ has passed and his friend finally turned up and brought a box of clothes.
So the shopowner quickly checked the stock.
To my surprise, the box didnt have my ordered shirt.

And amazingly, he asked me to accept another shirt.
I was shocked and nothing left to say.
I didnt want to scold him as hes quite a nice guy..
So i walked out of the shop with Caiyi.
And this wait is not only for nothing, but just sweating on the streets to wait 1hr+ for nothing.
Ok, i shall not talk more about this shop.
I just wanna say sorry to Caiyi for waiting for me and the guy.

At night, it rained heavily..

He walked under the darkness,
Rain came on the right time.
Nothing else to think of,
Drenched in the street.
Dear God,
Are you there with me?

Dear God..

2008-10-06T10:10:00.000-07:00

Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold

For full song, http://http://www.imeem.com/people/32ZLbEK/music/zWsH_vfw/avenged_sevenfold_dear_god

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Time

2008-09-29T13:09:00.000-07:00

Waking up in the afternoon,
On my laptop, surf the net, play games.
Bed seemed to be my only comfort.
Looking at my handphone,
Night has come unknowingly.
Looking at my desktop,
I felt empty when life is so boring.
Nothing is in my mind,
Only time passing by fast.
And expecting tomorrow,
To repeat itself.

Goodnight.

New Resolution for Next 3weeks!

2008-09-20T09:08:00.000-07:00

/okay, left 3more weeks of holidays.
time to train up my body!

1.Jogging 10km 4nights a weeks
2.Sit-Up & Crunches 100times each daily
3.Salad and Soya Bean Milk for lunch every weekday
4.Gym Training 3times a week.
5.Anyone wanna sponsor me protein pills/powder?

:D
dont laugh at me. because life is too bored.
but i hope i wont talk but no action taken.
haha. jiayou!

anyway i got a new movie of lee junki to introduce.
Fly, Daddy, Fly.
hahaha its a great film to watch.
can check it out at veoh tv.
^^ gonna dota now.
bye everyone

goodbye

2008-09-15T20:36:00.000-07:00

blogging last minute.
gonna go for AT06 class chalet now.
3days later, i will be back.

sayonara world

GG

2008-09-13T08:51:00.000-07:00

One word for today : TIRED
went to work at 8.30. woke up at 6.30.
venue was at cineleisure and event was CAPL.
which was a dota competition. im the one of the marshalls.
being alittle addicted to dota, i was interested to watch pros play.
but after 2games, felt that super tiring.

anyway, Zenith won the competition, followed by, Impreza and Xtc.
Zenith was too imba during the competition.
felt that it was a far cry from the other teams.

and something sad happened, i lost my cross-earring.
super sad when i found out theres nothing dangling on my ear.
went around find it many times but to no avail.
SUPER APOLOGY TO JUDEE! :/
SORRY!

she got me the gift as a bday present and i didnt expect it to just drop out from my ear.
:(
gonna sleep soon after one round of dota.
tomorrow have to wake up at 5.30 for church ><

goodnight! thank you god for the strength today!
^^ oyasumi!

Honesty

2008-09-12T09:32:00.000-07:00

sorry tomorrow im working so cant blog much as it is late now.
today was great. went out with caiyi to bugis for shopping. then far east.
at evening go bishan to meet garv and chris for make-up cell group.

was a different yet great experience to be in another different cell grp.
hope for more revival and breakthroughs to come!
^^

goodnight everyone! god bless you!

jesus, i believe in you.
jesus, i belong to you.
you are the reason that i live,
the reason that i sing.
With all i am.

Manyageh

2008-09-11T08:00:00.000-07:00

Korean & English Lyrics of Manyageh

manyageh naega gandamyeon
naega dagagandamyeon
neon eoddeogeh saenggakhalgga
yonginaelsu eobtgo

manyageh niga gandamyeon
niga ddeonagandamyeon
neol eoddeogeh bonaeyahalji
jaggoo geobi naneun geol

naega babo gataseo
barabolsu bakkeman eobtneungeon amado
wemyeon haljidomoreul ni maeumgwa
ddo keuraeseo deo mareojil saiga dwelggabwa

jeongmal babo gataseo
saranghanda haji mothaneungeon amado
mannam dwiyeh gidarineun apeumeh
seulpeun nanaldeuri dooryeowoseo ingabwa

manyageh niga ondamyeon
niga dagaondamyeon
nan eoddeogeh haeyamanhalji
jeongmal alsu eobtneungeol

naega babo gataseo
barabolsu bakkeman eobtneungeon amado
wemyeon haljidomoreul ni maeumgwa
ddo keuraeseo deo mareojil saiga dwelggabwa

jeongmal babo gataseo
saranghanda haji mothaneungeon amado
mannam dwiyeh gidarineun apeumeh
seulpeun nanaldeuri dooryeowoseo ingabwa

naega babo gataseo
saranghanda haji mothaneungeon amado
mannam dwiyeh gidarineun apeumeh
seulpeun nanaldeuri dooryeowoseo ingabwa

If i were to go
If i were to get close to you
What would you think?
I don't have the courage.
If you were to go,
If you were to leave.
I don't know how to send you away
It keeps hanging on my mind
I know i am a fool and can only watch you from afar
Your heart may look away from me...
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i can't even say that i love you because ...
We're afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.
If you were to come
To come near me.
What would i do ?
I really don't know
Because im like a fool.
Even though i know looking is all i can do
Your heart may look away from me
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i can't even say that i love you because....
We're afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad
Because i'm like a fool
Even though i can't say i love you
We're afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.

is there pure love?

speechless

2008-09-11T07:51:00.000-07:00

today, i woke up at 12+. went gym with caiyi and lj.
super demoralised when i feel so weak.
around 3 go home. watch drama (sushi oji) the whole day.
everyday is like this. staying at home, watch drama, sleep, wake up, continue life cycle.
man, life is getting better?
blog for fun.

ja..

Best drama

2008-09-08T08:22:00.000-07:00

Today, in my room whole day watching a drama with only 10episodes.
Yet.. it was definitely the BEST drama i ever watch.

HIGHLY SUPERBLY RECOMMENDED: Tatta Hitotsu no Koi!

A story of pure love between the son of a man who runs a ship repair factory beset with financial troubles and the well-bred daughter of a national jewelry chain store owner.
Its super touching and talks about love needs no status.

^^ advised to watch in veoh tv!
prepare a box of tissue box for girls! :P

Ja!

:|

2008-09-08T01:39:00.001-07:00

today stayed at home lying on bed whole day again.
went out of room for lunch only.
hope everyday will be like this? :/

to that someone: seeing yr frenster, i was shocked. so fast going out with another guy.
seemed so happy with him. always thought u were different from other girls.
hope he can takecare of you. jiayou ba..

Happiness!

2008-09-07T05:03:00.000-07:00

Before i start blogging about today, i want to thank God for everything that he has done in my life and for today! :D

okay today was really absolutely the best day of my past weeks!
shall talk about today!

Set 3 alarm clocks at 7.30,7.40 and 7.45.
Time that i woke up: 8.30!
LOL. i've got a super sickness call "auto-off-alarm-must-go-back-sleep" disease.
:D and i hid all my alarm clocks so i would be irritated and find it to off.
but this disease made me off my alarm clocks without me realising when i really woke up.
then after i woke up, i went prepare change and ate Wonton Mee that my mom bought.
Was quite full drinking one cup of milk and one cup of orange juice at one go.
:P

Then went to church as usual which is cabbing cos late again!
Costs me 12bucks but ohwell, its worth it as im early 10mins!
Today sermon was about "3things we must change about our thinkings
Was really good and dint fall aslp though :P

After that went to fellowship with cg and shuting's cg.
Went to walk around with brandon to bookfair before finding them at starbucks.
Went there to play PSP and chat with friends. Most of them were donating blood though so waited for them.
Then after that, some of them left.
So left me,dawn,brandon and emilie. 尿尿(Ivan) joined us after that.
Then we decided play uno.. and emilie won after a long game. ZZ!
Shuting then came and was bored so we played heart attack.
And here comes the part about 尿尿!
When everyone has lay hands in the middle, 尿尿 didnt even put his hands yet(slow reaction!) Then he tried to squeeze in both hands under my hands(on top)..
And i was stun by what he did.. and then someone(forgot who) whack my hand.
So i wanted to explain but due to his funny stunt.. i laugh until tears drop-.-
It was super funny by what he always do. LOL.
But still, hes a man of great faith hahaha(尿尿)

尿尿!

ok after playing, the rest of cg came and we met up.
I, Aswin and Judee went to cityhall to meet Clarence which then they helped me celebrate my belated birthday. [:
Felt lucky to have such brothers and sisters in christ yo!
Then upon reaching, we went to The Pizza Place(not sure) to eat Lunch!
I ate oven baked pasta(sucks:X) and they both ate pastas!
then we ordered triple cheese pizza. shall skip the funny parts about playing with judee which was SUPER DUPER HILARIOUSLY SPEECHLESS :P
Then after that they surprised me with a birthday present!
I only saw it at the last moment (shows that im not observant?)
haha. Went home after that.
And opened it! They bought what i really liked!
THANKS BROTHERS ASWIN AND CLARENCE ^^
not forgetting SISTER JUDEE for the earrings she gave me!

So for now, let the pictures do the talking!

Black cross earring present from them!

Silver cross earrings from Judee! ^^ (looks like Jaejoong design)

thanks for viewing and tag me! :D

life

2008-09-04T11:13:00.000-07:00

days have been so same.
every single day staying in my room, not leaving it except for meals.
lying on my bed every second, watching drama from laptop
or either playing game.

life is different from the past.
already getting used to it.

anyway no more sad talks.
i've got a video which can make u ROFLMAO.

yuen, takecare of yourself.
god bless your dad.
oyasumi

Birthday.

2008-09-01T13:59:00.000-07:00

Today's my 17th birthday.
But the worst? yet.
Feel like staying at home watch dramas. Not celebrating much like past years.
Gonna dine with cg at night(:

Many things happened last week.
And hope everything turns fine.

Thank you everyone for your birthday wishes!
Special thanks to Aswin, Clarence and Judee.
You three really make me smile [:

Other than that, life is bored.
Finding a new drama to spend my time.

Goodnight, Oyasumi.

oh life

2008-09-01T01:12:00.000-07:00

Just finish watching this really sweet drama call Hotaru no Hikari.

Amazing that love can be something by your side yet u dont realise it.

And i feel love doesnt needs to be in a relationship.

Anyway, its this.

A really good drama.

After watching this, im lying on bed thinking of what to do next.

Maybe find another drama to watch..

I have watched a total of 11dramas last month alone.

ha life too boring? anyway.. i enjoy my life in my room.

Heres a list of recommended dramas: Hotaru no Hikari, Iljimae, Time Between Dog and Wolf, Absolute Boyfriend, One Pound Gospel and Hana Kimi Japan.

though its holiday, almost everyday of my life in in my room.

lol.

tmr's my bday. yet theres no special feeling about it.

not excited and frankly speaking, abit disappointed.

but its okay. i feel that birthday isnt special.

maybe staying at home because of some sudden problems cropped up.

but lets be optimistic for life?

ja-ne!

Jacket

2008-08-31T10:10:00.001-07:00

love this red jacket i bought from topman!
heard that shaun lee and darwin has it too. but its okay cos we owned!
haha gonna cherish this because i lost my the other jumper which i love alot.

anyway gonna post interesting things here if possible.
oyasumi everyone!

Cheer Up!

2008-08-04T01:21:00.000-07:00

This is to all my friends who are sad or havent smile in awhile!

Please

2008-07-30T09:47:00.000-07:00

Hair, please faster grow longer.

Money, please faster come to me.

Entertainment, please faster appear before me.

Friends, please faster increase for me.

Holy Spirit, please faster fall upon me.

Love, please faster errrrrr.......

goodnight!

Laziness.

2008-07-26T08:22:00.001-07:00

Laziness is my 80%, being busy is my 20%.
These are my reasons of not blogging for so long.
Sorry everyone! ><
i will blog tmr!

[: do takecare everyone

shawn

(p.s sorry huiqi)

God of my forever.

2008-07-13T09:11:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating my blog. this whole week is like "death" for me.

i been through super bad troubles yet have to feel that its "blessing in disguise" over it.

life getting shittier each day.

just now, i realised i lost my limited edition jumper which was the only one imported from Taiwan. Feeling super upset and pissed over it. I think i lost it last week, only just then i realised about it. Im such an ultra loser, not able to takecare of my thing and my memory kept failing me. (p.s maybe i lost it in school gym) I hope miracles do happen and i can find my jumper tmr.

god bless yeah.

during friday, i went to get a new haircut. And wow! my fringe cut from chin to above eyebrow!

Im like shocked because i wanna keep it but the hairstylist wanna give me a new image.

Before (last photo i took)

After (Fringe, GONE!)

This is what i lost this week, 1) My fringe 2) My Jumper :/

then after haircut go chompchomp. went to buy hokkien mee. then i told the auntie wrong table no. then i ask caiyi go back tell her change the table no. then Caiyi went to ANOTHER hokkien mee stall and reorder. LOL. then got four plates come.. and we were :O

so we ask two plates to dapao. then after that we decided to eat all there since theres some anger within us. eat more to piss the anger :D

After so many bad things, i believe theres still some good things i can talk about.

yeah. On saturday, i went Bishan Home after cell group as a volunteer.

Went there to show care and love to the intellectually disabled people.

I feel great and i love doing such things. Wanna be a social worker/volunteer in the future!

I've learnt so many meaningful things there. They called me kor there even though they are older than me because they respected me for who i am. And i feel that they are so happy leading their life throughout so many obstacles God gave them. Why cant we be the same as them yet being so affected by the sad things around us.

I think im contradicting though. Im like so moody this whole week and felt like ignoring everyone around me. But i hope i can change for the better. Yeah. [:

Next week gonna get baptized! hope everything goes smoothly for my new week!

Thanks for tagging everyone! :D

shawn^^

^^

2008-07-05T08:19:00.000-07:00

Cell group was wonderful today [:
reached home and felt lazy to do my 10page report.
omg. its like so difficult to do....
somemore no plagarism( copying from websites)..

wah i feel i need to change now.
time management and stuffs.
:
goodnight!

shawn

Returned tags

2008-07-03T10:46:00.000-07:00

Icyking- i will put when i aint lazy :P
Maisie - HEY moosie! :D
Priscilla- yoyo long time no see hahhaa
ShuaiWang = JiaoWang HI!
Gabriel- Meet up soon la dude! never see u for freaking long alrdy!
Amelia- u suuuuuuck!
Denise- hahaha u dressed well for school!
Huitong- HI! rahhhh
Karine- :D wont break promise one!
Vera- thanks aloooot! ^^

thanks for tagging! you guys make this blog alive for me! :D

shawn

Emo day?

2008-07-03T10:37:00.000-07:00

Tonight was feeling kinda wierd.
Just felt super duper emo for no reason.
Like wanna die kinda feeling.
And seriously, felt freaking stupid abt it esp when its for nothing.

Then took a bathe, and SUDDENLY..
i thought about my past goals and happy life.
like so sudden lol.
then i decided to set new goals for myself this year.

haha i decided to concentrate on Physical Workout this year.
:D
Aiming to get out of lazyness
Do 100push-up and sit-ups per night this week.
Practice more on tennis!
Join NP Kickboxing next semester.
Gym 2-3times a week starting from next week.
Return back to basketball hobby.

Hope i can fufill all these during this period of time.
So i can stop emoing and distract all other saddistic problems.

Be Happy for theres always Him in my life.
Shawn [:

Love song.

2008-06-30T08:04:00.000-07:00

Stranger by Secondhand Serenade

Turn Around
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

I'm confident
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hoping that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are[x4]

Your beauty seems so far away
I'd have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are

I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are
Understand how beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
You call me a stranger.

life is :/

Again it repeats.

2008-06-27T09:04:00.000-07:00

Boring day repeats itself.
Late for school, quarrel with some engineering teacher, go next lesson sleep for 2hrs, go gym alone for 2hrs, go tennis alone until 9pm, go home alone but met friends on the way.

only thing happy: Tennis coach ask me turn up for thursday training, which is regulars' training.
that is a good thing for me i guess.
Thank you God.

tomorrow got to work at Orchard for some gaming event i think.
So, gonna sleep early and goodnight everyone.

Shawn

Finally!

2008-06-26T09:59:00.000-07:00

$5 Hokkien Mee, 2packets of drinks and 1 tub of icecream just entered my storage box(stomach).
lol finally break fasting at 12am. 2days of hunger is finished!
^^
thank God for strengthening me, instead of being weakened!

anyway i need to sleep. very tired. so gonna post short entry.
today was normal, 4hrs of IS module T.T play 4hrs of psp and laptop in class.
then dismissed go library with Aswin to pray. :D
then, go for makeup cell grp meeting at kovan.

it was an adult cell grp and a totally different experience!
totally love it and the people there were friendly.
most of all, the meeting was super fruitful with the word of God!
then went to buy hokkien mee which was super tempting because i cant eat it until 2hrs later!

goodnight guys!

shawn

close friends are hard to find.
i dont know if i have one.

Covenant with you.

2008-06-25T09:44:00.000-07:00

^^ glad to see all the tags! thanks everyone.
Decided to make this public. haha.
and many ppl told me in msn: wow u got blog arh! or u this kind got blog one meh!
lol. why like so shocking? im no different like others!
but the most funny comment was from jeremy: i didnt know ahbengs got blog one!

haha and im not even one. okay talking about today..
I was late for school and had to rushed!
no choice but to cab down to school.
i lived at hougang and my school(NP) is at clementi.
so taxi fare was killer. but thanks to cab-driver, he damn nice!

send me into the school and gave me like 3dollars discount!
then somemore took all the shortcuts avoiding traffic jam!
reached like in 20-25minutes which was fast! (p.s i told him i was late for sch)
chatted with me and was happy to know abt his son also used to study in NP and was national player! :O
cab fare only cost 15bucks(compared to usual 17bucks)

haha actually i was kinda blur because he drove into SIM which is nearer to engineering block. but i kinda dun know where was i when he drove into NP. and its my own school somemore.
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alright anyway lessons were as usual (dota sessions). After school went home, read bible in bus, then go meet all my ex schmates for bball! Was fun and happy seeing them after such a long time. hah. Everyone seemed to change for the better ^^

25hours of fasting just passed! another 23hours! persevere!

and finally theres some disgusting and inappropriate pictures posting in. Please avoid looking while eating. okay la, not really disgusting :D

Before

Blister during basketball!

After

Out it goes :P

Goodnight everyone! ^^

Day of fast and prayer.

2008-06-24T09:57:00.000-07:00

Today's fasting day! :D
finally can stop growing fat for one day and to grow spiritually!
^^
okay, went to yahoo again! and found information about fasting.
for the curious ones. [:

What is Christian fasting? Biblically, fasting is abstaining from food, drink, sleep or sex to focus on a period of spiritual growth. Specifically, we humbly deny something of the flesh to glorify God, enhance our spirit, and go deeper in our prayer life. Fasting and prayer are often linked together (Luke 2:37; 5:33). Too often, the focus of fasting is on the lack of food. However, the purpose of fasting is to take our eyes off the things of this world and instead focus on God. Fasting is a way to demonstrate to God and to ourselves that we are serious about our relationship with Him. Although fasting in Scripture is almost always a fasting from food, there are other ways to fast. Anything you can temporarily give up in order to better focus on God can be considered a fast (1 Corinthians 7:1-5). Fasting should be limited to a set time, especially when the fasting is from food. Extended periods of time without eating are harmful to the body. Fasting is not intended to punish our flesh, but to focus on God. Fasting should not be considered a "dieting method" either. We shouldn't fast to lose weight, but rather to gain deeper fellowship with God. Yes, anyone can fast. Some may not be able to fast from food (diabetics, for example), but everyone can temporarily give up something in order to focus on God. Even unplugging the television for a period of time can be an effective fast.

oops. after reading this, i realised i seemed to contradict myself on a point.
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anyway its 1am now. gonna go have a good sleep!
goodnight!

shawn

http://www.allaboutgod.com/christian-fasting.htm

boring day at school!

2008-06-23T20:33:00.000-07:00

It was so boring at school today.
Our teacher gave us like free 2hr lessons to use our laptops.
which is so -.-. and scott beside me now complaining.
he comes school for just these 2hrs and have to travel to and fro from hougang.
haha. chatted and now blogging in these 2hours.

i just went yahoo and typed interesting funny facts.
Read and found some nice one gonna post it here.

Interesting Facts
1.The first non-human to win an Oscar was Mickey Mouse.
2.There are more chickens in the world than people.
3.Banging your head off a wall uses 150 calories an hour!(ouch)
4.In space you cannot cry because there is no gravity to make the tears flow
5.Despite a population of over a billion, China has only about 200 family names
6.A man named Charles Osborne had the hiccups for 69 years.

Nonsense Facts
1.Males, on average, think about sex every 7 seconds.
2.In india it is cheaper to have sex with a prostitue than buy a condom!
3.A man’s beard grows fastest when he anticipates sex.
4.A pig’s orgasm lasts for 30 minutes.
5.Donald Duck comics were once banned from Finland because Donald doesn’t wear pants.

ok thats all.

bastard scott is pestering me now.

lmao. okay maybe blog again at night [:

shawn

(super cool elephant)

My first post ^^

2008-06-23T08:52:00.000-07:00

oh wow! finally i get to blog it all here! feelings and interesting things i want to express to people! it will all be here! :D

well, gonna end this first post soon because im just testing whether the post gets in.

yeah haha. and super thanks to deborah and clarence for making my blog come alive!

^^ well hope i wont be pissed off with blogger anymore.

this is my fourth blog actually :X

and hope to make this blog one of the best :D

shawn